Thank you all so much for all of the supportive comments and messages I’ve received. You all are WONDERFUL. That’s all I have to say. That and thank you thank you thank you. I’m still freaked, and am sure I will be even more freaked tomorrow, but right now, I’m doing okay. I’m doing some deep breathing as some of you suggested and am trying to visualize pushing the fear out. Also repeating I can do this, I can do this, I can do this. LOL
If things go well tomorrow (please god let them go well), I’m going to have to find a way to treat myself (not food-wise, of course).
To make matters worse, I also have a doctor’s appointment this week – just a checkup, but I’m really not looking forward to it. But ah well. Such is life.
THEN we had a major run-in with a woman at our office today. Completely condescending and completely rude and completely disrespectful and completely…well, a witch. It’s okay. Even my supervisor called her that. One of my biggest pet peeves in the entire world is being talked down to and this woman was the queen of it. Seriously, I have never been talked to like that in my life. Not quite sure why she thinks she’s God’s gift, but oooooooh. I kept my cool with her on the phone (of course, my supervisor was listening in), stayed silent as much as possible while my coworkers laughed at the expressions and gestures I was making (no, not that one, though I wanted to), and then we all vented when I got off the phone. Ooooh livid didn’t begin to cover it. Okay, I’m over it. Can you tell? LOL But I mean, if you want help from someone – something that is the job that they do every day and is their area of expertise – um, be nice and accept that they might know what the hell they’re doing, okay? I’m damn good at my job! 
Okay, now that I have the nastiness out of the way, I have good news!
Because I’m expecting my schedule to be thrown off a bit tomorrow, I decided to go ahead and weigh in today. And guess what?? I lost 2.1 pounds for a grand total of -100.5!!! I did it, you guys! Now, I know that with my recent track record, getting it to last until next week is an iffy thing. But I’m going to try!
Thanks for all of your support!
YAY!!!!!!! Pam you are amazing . Congrats on the 100. Celebrate it like it is the first time. You deserve to enjoy every moment of it.
Jaime´s last [type] ..Life
Congrats on reaching 100 lbs lost! You rock and should celebrate it!
Congrats Pam, hope everything is working out for you!
WOW! Congrats on the recent loss and reaching that 100 lb. milestone. I’m still trying to get into the 100s and have a long way to go to reach 100 lb. loss but I’ll get there eventually. Rock on!
Congrats Pam on making that 100 gone. Here’s to another great week!!!
Dawn´s last [type] ..Anxiety Eating and Tips
high 5s!!! Woohooo!!!! Way to go!
Congratulations! You’re doing great.
As for the witch, I think it’s better you leave her as she is, that’s her problem. You can only control how you react to her. And it is so gratifying when someone who was nasty to you eats humble pie when they realize that they were in the wrong the whole time!
Early´s last [type] ..I am sick
Thanks, guys! You’re all awesome!!